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You [Mar. 3rd, 2010|09:07 pm]
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[Current Music |The last song - the all american rejects]

soon this lj page will be filled with sad post :(
well yeah sadly, i will only think of blog, when i am feeling miserable. atleast this blog' is dead now, i can express myself more freely as nobody will see.

i just stared at the screen for 5minutes deciding weather should i post whats on my mind or not, but well, No. its really personal. but please i need to tell someone, someone who can understand me, and console me with beautiful words. So please someone will do, nudge me on msn, i really needa stress out. i really needa talk my heart out. if not i will live in this misery, forEVER.

ah, i've got no idea what i had type my mind is blank. perhaps i can only look to God now....
wish me luck lj. i will be back.
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new year [Jan. 2nd, 2010|12:49 am]
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[Current Music |Muse - Can't Take My Eyes Off You]

new year use to be just a new year to me but it means alot now. complicated stuff.

New year countdown was great but it could be better if you were around, but well. God just doesn't want us to be or maybe he does. wtvr.
 well, i just wish to have a new year countdown with you and my church.
somethings are quite impossible, i see it as a test of a lifetime by God and maybe my only wish in life...
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guilty pleasures [Dec. 30th, 2009|01:18 pm]
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[Current Music |Time For Miracle - Adam Lambert]

hi, its been a while.
so i felt a sudden need to post, i feel that there's a need to confess, not only to others but also for myself to realise.

looking at the many pictures we took, i felt a strong sense of guilt somehow.
somewhat.
I've not been a good guy.
well, that's probably the bottom line. thinking back at what I've done for you. i think i've not done enough.
this thoughts have been revolving in my mind lately. i just got no idea how to express my feelings. oh well, life suck.
hope blogging helps..


http://my-philosophy.tumblr.com
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It's time [Oct. 29th, 2009|10:32 pm]
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[Current Music |Escape The Fate - 10 Miles Wide]



Craig: Blessthefall had its religious aspect pretty much because of the lyrics I wrote, they were about my faith and my beliefs. Once we released our first record our manager was "Hey you wanna be sold as a Christian band? We can sell the album in Christian books stores, you can touch that market if you guys' want", and I was like "Yeah dude!", that's what I believe in, and ever since that point I've been under a f****in' microscope with that s**t, even with my manager, "You know you have a kid now and people are gonna look down on you". Screw them, don't judge a book by its cover, I mean I believe in God and it's about being a good person, straight up. Who cares if you're drinking and cussing up a storm. So ever since the Christian oriented thing you have to keep a lot of things on lock. Once I joined Escape The Fate, I mean you got Max with his 666 belt buckle, I got fans moving over like "I can't believe Craig lost his faith!" and I'm like you gotta be kidding me! So yeah, I'm still a Christian, still love it, still wrote a few Christian lyrics here and there on the new album about God and my beliefs.

atleast he's still a Christian.
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i've been living aimlessly nowadays. and i just got the reason why.
It's time to buck up.


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lying close to you feeling your heart beating [Oct. 18th, 2009|04:07 pm]
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[Current Music |David Cook - Permanent]



Hi it's been awhile.
the past 3days were really great, with ups and downs. It really made a great impact on my life.
Really really stressed out, there are just too much to say.



bbq during the second day



gina and joel



Baby :)



Many more picture in my facebook. Goodbye

Sorry is the word i could say, i didn't know you would felt that way.
I'm really not used to go to bed without pressing on my cell phone screen, i miss you.
a few more hours to your arrival. loveyou!

 
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lets do it and do it [Oct. 10th, 2009|09:43 am]
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[Current Music |The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now]



was out to clarke quay yesterday. was suppose to get inspiration from the surrounding to do my art work but ended up losing the feel to do it, and instead baby's work was practically done my me, which was much nicer than the one i did for myself. contradicting ? naw.

Night at clarke quay was WOW. it was like as if i'm in another country, partly because the last time i've been there was when i was really young.

was suppose to meet mat now to head town for another study spree but the weather failed me, and i bet he's still asleep.
as well as joel hope to see them later.

"how do i kick a muda bitch if you give me a brack eye? i dong wanna be brack, i'm chilese?!"



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no longer the lost no longer the same [Oct. 7th, 2009|08:51 pm]
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[Current Music |Breaking Benjamin - Give Me A Sign]


a time where everybody wants to be in.


think of times when you were alone and depressed.
who was the one who tried his best to talk sense to you.
who was the one who tried his best to listen and understands.
who was the one who tried his best to cheer you up.
 
if the person isn't me then too bad all i've wasted was just my time, but it doesn't matter to me anymore cause with or without you my life still goes on. it just revolve around a few good person.


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Smileys [Sep. 27th, 2009|08:38 pm]
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Hi, i've got no idea how to use livejournal.
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